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Name: Rob
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Metro: Omaha
Birthday: 2/18/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: I have soo many interests!!
Expertise: Hmm.. what am I an expert in.. I really don't know, I guess I'd have to say something like Chemistry, but thats pretty boring. I'd like to say Violin, but I don't play it as much as I used to, so I guess that is out. I guess I'm an expert at just being a friend, and being there when people need me. A friend in need is a friend indeed!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
AIM:  rleborts84
Member Since:
3/1/2005
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| By: Nada Surf
To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me..
Always love… Hate will get you everytime
Always love… Don’t wait till the finish line
Slow demands come 'round
Squeeze the air and keep the rest out
It helps to write it down
Even if you then cross it out
But Always Love… Hate will get you every time
Always Love… Even when you are defied
Self-directed lies
I want to know what it’d be like to
Aim so high above
every card that has been dealt you...
Always Love… Hate will get you every time
Always Love… Hate will get you
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs.
You said…
Hey, you good ones.
Hey, you good ones.
To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me
Always love…hate will get you everytime
Always love…hate will get you…
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs
You said..
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
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| So, today is the second day of school, and what a busy one it is. Yikes! My classes are keeping me Über busy, so if I have not been as social as normal you'll know why. History seems very easy, so I'm not worried about that. Physics lab is cake thus far. Calculus sucks... I haven't had math since my freshman year, and I am beyond rusty. I keep on saying "Oh yeah..." when the professor brings up some crucial topic from the early days of algebra and trig. But, it is all coming back, slowly but surely. Right now I am waiting to go to my Human Anatomy class, which happens to be in a certain room in Alweine Hall that I know an interesting story about, hehe. All I can say is I'm not sitting in the back. ;) Other than that I've managed to keep up to speed, despite my crazy schedule and earlier than normal mornings. So, to all of you Xanga`ers out there who have also started back this semester I wish you the best of luck!
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| Back to school. Again. For the fifth year. :) I think I'll be a professional student! | | |
| Even though I am feeling quite tired at the moment, I am here writing. I was pondering the subject of "fate" or "destiny" if you will, and it really made me think. It used to be that I was very anti-fate. I really just preferred to beleive that I was in control of my own destiny. I did not like the feeling that I had no say in my final outcome. But, lately I have been questioning these prior beleifs. It seems to me that there is a whole lot more out there that we can not control than we can control, and because of this, we are simply a variable in the overall equation that we call "life". This is not to say that we can lead ourselves in a certain direction (or try to anyway). The thing about it is that things happen and throw us for a loop, and we are like WTF?? And we have no idea how things went wrong, and how WE messed up to cause this. What if it was not our fault? What if it was going to happen anyway no matter what we did? One solid truth that I've learned from science and society is that everything is trying to reach some sort of equilibrium. The definition of the term Entropy is that everything goes from order to chaos. I beleive that it is truely order vs. chaos. They will eventually come to a stand still. And that is where we come in my good friends and readers. We are part of this equilibrium. This is our fate. This is our destiny. Things happen to us for a reason, not randomly. Things happen as a result in the direction of equilibrium. Even the most minute things that we do cause an on going chain of events toward this equilibrium. And so Everything that we do matters. The people we meet, the actions we take, the actions we Don't take, they all matter. So, I leave you with this tonight: Do what you beleive in, whether others will think that it is right or wrong, don't worry, it matters. It is your destiny.
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| cross stitched eyes gazing
hazing
laced with traces of fear
or joy
this man cannot contain
box of tears from yesteryears
left sitting on my nightstand
heart dusty with age
yet beautious all the same | | |
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